Charlie_Johnson

retired senior citizen going on 75 years old in August of 2026..........loner on populated ocean beach, former avid short board surfer early to mid 70's, SE US coast, lost interest in the activity.......... in 1971 bought men's mag at gas station newsstand in south Charlotte, NC, when moved back home to regroup because of bad grades in college, it had fiction article that said "I dig dope, and I dig sex," I italicize the word "fiction" to mean article wasn't factual, meaning I don't do illegal dope myself, for instance pot is illegal here in SC; in late 70's bought Hustler men's mag that had article on female pornstar named Beverly Morris in which she said "big dicks are prime," ditto Bev, I can just imagine all the dick skin nerves getting turned on during fucking and the volume of cum they produce, they get that from alot of male hormones, more male than female.........never have cut any hardcore vids, mine are softcore solos and are limited to a few, I'm older at this and not all that enthusiastic about showing, I've been told I don't have a chance at cutting vids by all the girlies, not so with alot of guys though, it's funny how girlies don't dig me but guys do, I imagine girlies don't want to risk their careers by cuttng vids with short cock(🍰), they'd rather eat some sweet 🍰 at that time while sitting down, I could imagine them eating some sweet whipped cream 🍰 while sitting on long cocks with the guys' dicks up their asses looking at some of my vids making fun of me, well making fun of me has been done in the past such as when the Doc Johnson party gag 4" dildo was advertised online as "the little guy, too cute, complete with his little balls," but I do get the females' message thus I just make solos, I was challenged by a former female member here at xham named Susan to either produce content, or no friendship, I wanted to see her content, she later closed her account, well I trust the folks who made fun of me won't be in my afterlife and then I get long cock that I earned after passing through gauntlets of verbal abuse ridicule by females and by other infractions against me, the first gauntlet infraction that went against me that I can remember was when I was about two years old, I had a backyard screen fence gate door close on my thumbnail tearing it almost all the way off, it was left hanging there, my family was temporarily staying with my aunt in Barnwell, SC, and me, my dad and my aunt, my dad's sister, or my grandmother were in the backyard, I guess they had a dog at some time with the fenced yard, not then though, and they walked back up the slight hill to go back inside the house, and they left the gate for me to walk through, I was too young to know how to manipulate the gate latch which was eye level with my eyes, and it closed on my thumbnail, I guess with some force since it tore my left thumbnail almost all the way off, so the Pearly Gates were not available to me so to speak beginning at age two, proving to me that this place sucks for me, why I was crying my head off, additionally proven to me while staying at my aunt's when a cousin of mine there used to bite me on the arm so hard it left teeth marks, she did that twice, and the second time my mom caught her in a bedroom with the door closed where the biting took place, then she swatted her on her ass, and my grandmother came in and chewed my mom out, then my mom got me and closed the bedroom door, and told my dad about the knock down drag out when he came home from work, and he told her he found a house in Columbia we could move to, my cousin was my age and was jealous of the new guest staying there who was getting all the attention so she was biting me behind a closed door, later in life when my mom told me this story I asked her how I looked when she came into the room, and she said I wasn't crying and that I had a startled look on my face, so being fruitful and multiplying as in Genesis would not be advisable for me so I can protect any offspring I might end up having here, I guess I sin since I do not be fruitful and multiply, I've been absolved of those sins since then, but I still will not be fruitful and multiply